What am i supposed to do without you?

She was everything. She was my smile. She was my joy. She meant the world to me. Now I lie in a field. My tears watering the flowers. Lying there all alone wondering. Why did she leave me? Was I a bad friend? Even though she promised me. No matter how hard things got she would never leave. The pain of betrayal really stings. Friends come and go but I never thought that applied to you.