We Had Unlike Emotions

I showed that it wasn't true. A beautiful life full of sadness, it's weird but I like it. I suppose I should learn from my mistakes and look frequently at my facebook biography. But I can't get it out of my head. I don't understand how I can be happy now and sad now. it's strange, Inside my heart, I keep asking, "Why me? Why me always?" Heartbreak caused by abandonment by another, I always have the best of intentions when I plan, but on the other side, they want to kill me.