We Exist

I don't know which type I am. The A type which is always ready to for an adventure, would want to talk on the phone and not really on the message Or the B type, the one who really lie low, loves to be left alone with their thoughts, just need a book and coffee. I don't know which type I am. I am the one who wants to be there, always, with my friends, having fun and seeking adventure but not always, I carry my favorite book to my favorite places alone and in that quest, I start feeling lonely, the kind of lonely that comes when you're surrounded by people. I don't know which type I am, I think these types were created by us to make the people conform to the set principles and to understand ourselves the way we perceive everyone else, ordinary and vanilla. So, I don't know which type I am. I am the type who gets a bout of ***** only sometimes. The kind of courage that forces me to download a dating app but doesn't help in actually going out and meeting people. The type that enables my every act of sneering insolence and makes me believe that I am a product of these baseless by-laws, and I'm ought to be like this and act like this. I don't know which type I am, but I know that I am not what the world wants me to be. We exist.