Waking Up To a Lesser You

I wake up everyday in anger
Watching the sun smile
Hearing the trees laugh 
The anxiety of morning traffic

Before breakfast is served
I scowl at the eggs
And scoff at the bacon
Even go as so far to critique the coffee bean

During noon I'm dissappointed
With the way the world keeps spinning
I find myself cursing at the gravity that pulls me down
And forsaking the reason why I can't fly

Here comes the moon
Ushered in slowly by the stars
Sweeping the atmosphere in sleep
Changing waking patterns nations over

But I am still so angry 
Of the things my vanity 
Allowed to be taken away 
By my selfishness

I wear a rosary roun' my kneck
Staring at Jesus
I might cry at my unambitionless motions
And sob at my stunted growth

How can I cry when I allow
The anger inside of me 
Control and divide my eternal peace
Wiped my tears to have a long talk with Jesus

Two hours of the night has passed
I pray and plead for some peace or some piece
Of myself or the pieces I forgot to put together
From a unfinished puzzle I created

Now I realize just like the rosary roun' my kneck
Which keeps Jesus there at all times
So is the peace and piece I've looked for
Forever round' my kneck danglin' to my heart

Rebuking anger from the morning
Keeping joy at night
I will let life move me
But will not let it stray me
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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