Vestige

I lost track of time Trying to forget while living I always wonder what could’ve been But I know I’ll never get an answer My brain has been empty for so long now I can’t write any longer I want to get back how easy it was But I can’t seem to find any inspiration Even in the sad days when I usually have a head on Time went by so fast Yet it feels like it’s still yesterday I don’t know how I am anymore I can’t even answer their “how are you’s” Waking up at 2am just to stare blankly at the ceiling Feeling completely shallow It’s become a normal thing But I know that it shouldn’t Perhaps this will still go a long way for years to come I’m defenceless with the things that can’t be undone As it continues to swallow my colour I’m working on with what’s left inside Barely breathing I’ll just wait until I get back with having a grip of my life