Valentines Day Massacre

She wants me to kiss on her neck like i'm Dracula
She wants to take control and make me the passenger
I wish I could
But I killed off my feelings, it's a Valentine's day massacre

I'm just not in a good enough place 
I've been too hurt in the past to love or date
Relationships scare me now, I need alone time
The best way to fix a broken heart is to get peace of mind

In the past I was bragging about the amount of girls I slept with like it's an accomplishment
People saying "He's so cocky and confident"
All he does is charm them and pay them compliments
None of that matters when you mess up with your dream girl and your conscience hits 

Messing up relationships is something I'm good at
I seem to let go of anyone who comes with love attached 
There's a lot of pain, that my heart is unwilling to share
So I put on a fake smile, make myself numb and act like I don't care

She wants me to kiss on her neck like i'm Dracula
She wants to take control and make me the passenger
I wish I could
But I killed off my feelings, it's a Valentine's day massacre
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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