Up and Down My Never-Ending Road

with each passing day I walk a long way of sorrow  knowing there is no other life to borrow  seeing the world through the eyes of the unseen  drifting past with a brightened beam  I feel my own envy closing in  this life of a depressed downward spin  I'm crushed under the weight of it all  will this be the last time of my undying fall swaying like waves in the sea  I wonder in my heart if this is the real me  unraveling my ties  pacing towards my own demise  struggling for the light of day  or is the darkness forever will I stay  I see no end  is my path an obscured trend  I loathe the outside world  it sits on an axis while being twirled  all is worry but alas no hope  I'm falling down my last steep slope