Up and Down

Your love for me came out of the blue It was an early falls mourning And for what you said I had little warning I ran from your words, I ran from you Consciousness dancing its way across the ceiling For you I had more than feelings Telling myself that only if God willing Caught in my own thoughts about lives dealings Hoping the door would open when I got to it My stomach aching like I was having a fit All things inside of me fell into an open pit Caught within your sites and my answer might of gotten me hit I had to run and hide I was turning into knots inside Wishing my spirit to take flight I was left here standing and I had to fight Hiding I was already in love there was no decision Then I felt my brain go off on its own a get away mission Caught there with only my feelings And my acquaintances with love left my mind fizzin Of being stuck in my own vision About negligence and loves killins And it was all I could do Was fall down and stay up by kneeling