Unfinished

Unfinished I’ve been catching sunbeams in a little glass jar. I’ve got nothing to lose now, apart from my self-control. I want to set free the world and release my soul afar. I’ve lost control of growing old. Head still thinking sideways, but now I don’t know. With youth I was so sure, but now I fall alone. Lost my support family, friends used to surround me, Until I gave them away to live again happily. Reaching out for independence. Lost the will to learn to dance. Inhaling songs never heard before. Trying to cure the endless bore. I call me ugly; Unhappy underneath my empathy. I am empty, skeleton bones. Stripped bare of skin, broken soul. Drink everything away to sink into oblivion. Riding high over the world gliding on the equilibrium. (C)2019 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.