Truth

Truth


From the time of my youth
I've wanted justice, needed truth.
I've tried to learn from my mistakes
to understand, do what it takes
to change my ways and to be good
and still...I am misunderstood.
I try to be forgiving and
kindly treat my fellow man
yet as I've traveled down lifes' path
I've been besieged by hate and wrath.
By vicious lies with evil intention
and cruel remarks, too many to mention.
On my being, always thrust
attacks uncalled for and unjust
and so much blame, denial, guilt...
I feel my dying spirit wilt.
I do not know how much more
I am expected to endure
and I can feel my anger rise
when I look deeply in their eyes.
With eyes, so blind, they cannot see
the damage wrought inside of me.
They have a laugh at my distress,
are never willing to profess,
wrapped neatly up in their denial
while I am crying all the while'
"just admit what you have done!",
but no...again I'm the wrong one.
I, am just a worthless fool,
my pain, a source of ridicule,
the pain with which I've been inflicted.
For living, I stand here, convicted.
Living is my one true crime
and on this earth, I'll serve my time
but someday, this will be no more.
Death will unlock my prison door
and I will finally be set free
and no one else can torture me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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Marie Avatar
January 6, 2014 at 3:31 PM
Beautiful Poem penned in such a perfect way!
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January 5, 2014 at 9:10 PM
Very deep, Robin .... CONGRATULATIONS:) on having your poem featured on the soups HOME PAGE. A nice way in starting the year:)- Goodnight poet friend <3 =LINDA
Guzzi Avatar
September 17, 2009 at 4:25 PM
In my case I feel similiar things happened to me so I could learn to control my emotions, instead of having them controll me. (This is still for me very much a work in progress) To learn to "respond" not "react". To learn to "detach" my energy from the situation..to stop "feeding the fire" so to speak. Afterall why should these "meanies" have one bit of sustainance from the rotten things they say and do. Light & Love ..your Deb
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February 2, 2009 at 5:22 PM
This is well written but the idea of death setting us free is something I have wrestle with in my own thoughts. Sometimes the pain can be so much to bear..we want to start over..call an audible..a do over with our lives..If only we can hit the pause button and start anew..love this piece a lot Robin.
Moreno Avatar
December 11, 2008 at 2:14 AM
I too sometimes feel that I am a prisoner, I feel like I am a prisoner of words. I write about being set free, being liberated, I write funeral poems and that gets heavy on my shoulders. Your words have incredible clout. Have you ever written a book? I have a book published, it's funeral home poetry. www.trafford.com/06-2801 I'm working onmy second one at the moment...Raul
Haniff Avatar
November 22, 2008 at 2:00 PM
great poem,Great feeling . your rhythm is fantastic. keep it up........Maryam
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November 22, 2008 at 9:27 AM
Impeccable flow, rhyming and superb phrasing! Take a bow Robin... this is a masterpiece! Love, Keith
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November 21, 2008 at 11:01 AM
this was a most heartfelt and touching piece of poetry. thank you for reading The Angles carried them home, and for your comment. and sorry for your lost and yes your son is in heaven all babies go to heaven.
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