Tribulation Vendication

As a child I did wonder If how should thing's should be Is there really such thing as a God Please reveal yourself to me As I live threw sickness and strief Each and everyday in my life I took credit for every thing that I did and did not say And never thought about him twice And then life cam to a dead end Fore I lacked the sustenance That I desperately needed within Oh, How I searched for life's meaning Or simply, someone to be my friend From a life of torrid trepidation Innocuous friend's and family relations' Their was a solid need for consolation And not just some kind of miracle medication But, then I asked the Lord If He were really real Because I was in so much doubt I didn't know how to feel - I wanted to know the reason Why He should forget me not - I beckoned that He should come to me And not just shut me out Then He came to me on my dying bed And this is what He said - Did you not come to me When their was just no other way Did you not beckon onto me When all you needed was to simply pray When you were paralyzed from Your head to your toe's Didnt I take up the slack And for two years' you were blind Didn't I see you threw With Diabetes and Addison Disease too - Threw Anemia and Anoxia You had cognitive deficits and Brain damage to hoot Your condition was nothing new - *********TO BE CONTINUE*************