Tough-Untough

an emotional rollercoaster for weeks i can be so tough because i know i am so much better off now i am resilient, i can get through anything but then my exterior slowly cracks allowing the tears that were so carefully hidden deep to leak out i cry, not because i'm weak but to let all this built-up pressure out the frustration of raising my son with no financial help from his dad the pure anger of my ex having my two year old around his sixteen year old girlfriend what the hell, she is a kid herself i know i'm strong, i will get through this but that doesn't make the road any smoother...