Tortured Tortoise

I ventured into us
Without any outcome in mind
I was content at the time
Happiness was the bottom line
Nothing could prepare me for this
The fire was put out of our bliss
How did we come to this
Unbearable twist
It is impossible to know
That love once did exist
Caught 
in the confusion and mist
It is hard to forge 
any reasonable outcome
Which way is the right way
A clouded judgment 
could be detrimental
It is so hard and my heart ache
Lord why did you forsake
Is it something I did in the past?
Is something I miss at present?
I can't see clearly
My heart is too broken 
I'm teary eyed
I was brave 
to suggest separation
The truth is I am terrified
I was dumb and bold
But your grudge 
is just stone cold
I tried 
to resuscitate 
a talk with you
It was in vain
All listening 
supply was cut off
Spending my time in silence
It feels to difficult
It beats strained words 
to an unwilling ear
In the past I never minded 
the odd behavior 
here and there
But now protecting 
my interest 
will be my resolve
Our disagreement 
seem to pile up
It seems never solved
It's way more than pride
It hurts inside
I have been through struggling
This is internal suffering
How long will I be 
subjecting myself to this hurt
I was brave enough 
to embrace the fire
It feels too late for me 
because I got burnt
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Proxenos Avatar
August 31, 2019 at 12:43 AM
What a gem of a poem, you got so many views, but glad I am the first to comment! A talk with The Lord, what a beautiful write PM. Simply loved it. Hugs, Jennifer.
Matt Avatar
September 1, 2019 at 1:10 PM
Thank you Jennifer I appreciate your comment
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