Tortured By Regrets

Time's never been a friend To my life, now toward the end I have so many regrets There's too many to forget My mind swirling with mistakes Leaving me to badly shake When they cross my daily thoughts Months and years are being fought Trying to straighten out All the sorrow and the doubt That has crossed my path of life Struggles, heartache and the strife Are glued to me like disease A sickness that will not leave Covering me in bad pain As these pictures flash again Through my brain, its neverending All the messages they are sending Makes me want a do over So I can backtrack and cover All the darkness with a light Making all the wrong things right But there's no way to go back As sad pictures daily smack Me right in this heart of mine Full of torture, no sunshine