To My Angel

Callous core and angels ring they call me All the time they ring like spoons Filling me with knowledge and it hurts me It pains me but god still allows me to drink from his cup Lined with gold and sweet silver lies my young does drink Searching for an answer in the pool I call home and a Brain Life can be cruel but only you make it bitter my mind mind makes it sweet A devils poison hushes me to sleep my brain whirls on aching and aching waiting to explode and rain down all mighty on all of the land Finish me Im dead still In a box I lay The clear and the clarity and all my insanity Everyone can see me They can see my ugly ugly scars and my ugly body Merged into pity and rage Hopefully I leave behind something of some one of worth for you Man has crushed me but I’m still alive barely Breathing I have you too look after The one thing that keeps me hydrated And alert is you It’s my job it’s my duty Before I die I must treasure you Drink from my cup And learn my mistakes God is willing god is kind but angels whisper our secrets Be weary Be Alert I will cover you best I can I will love you with what is left of love that I have but non for no one else other than you You hold I peace of him child of god Don’t hurt me in my undoing and I will protect you