Tired

Wow this has been one hell of a weak I've felt so many emotions that I almost can't focus on being just me So many tears had to fall So that I could get back to what I call normal my heart stops every time I think I might lose someone close My heart hurts every time that somebody close hurts me It's ironic in a way I can't stay happy always I'm never afraid to face the flames there has to be a beginning middle and end you can't skim through life It won't get better until you live through the strife each day gets a little better and eventually wounds heal I'm becoming an adult now and it's becoming more real I have choices to make that will most de finitely affect my faith this part of growing up scares me I can longer blame it on childish things If I f.u.c.k up I have to take full responsibility I'm tired but it's been worth the experience worth the growth If I always ran away I'd still be the same old me and I'd still be unhappy