Thoughtless

My soul is hurting for your loss I wish to be with you and feel your flesh the tears cannot stop rolling down my face. The days become longer and the nights are sour I am missing you daily. To the point of no looking back I wish it hadnt come to this I am lonely and hurting inside. On the outside I appear strong and full of strength but on the inside I was screaming for someone to rescue me from all this pain. My well being is fading away and I am struggling with my thoughts as I look for some resolution and understanding. I am fighting to keep my sanity not looking at all the bad but the good out of all of this. The fog turns into snow and the heat blows away my nature. I am numb on the inside and fighting on the outside I wish I could rewind but it is nothing that I can do. But keep pushing.