Those 6 Years

Well were do I start Anyway here goes with why my life fell apart I was 20 years old and bang at the drink Getting with bully's and barely time to think I always thought bad boys was cool And bad boys was great But believe me for the next 5 years I just felt like bait I always got put down with evil words But back then I never even cared I was always used as a punch bag But I never left and that's what is so sad 3 years in I had a baby So I thought the beatings will stop , maybe 6 years on I finally left I tried so hard to put them years behind me And I tried my very best The hardest part of it now is the scars what he's done to me There not just on the outside what people see visually My head shot through and I felt so alone Then i met Mikey and if it want for him I believe the rest of my life would of become unknown I'm now able to think and able to love With Mikey beside me I'm starting to look above He's shown me real love and now I feel free I'm just learning again , about me Me and my little girl are now safe and well And living life to the full That's because there is no more dull The pain has stopped now am not with that whopper And looking forward to my new life With Lara and Mikey Were gonna smash this good and propper.