This Poem Is My Own Recovery From Valium O Little White Tablet

‘0 LITTLE WHITE TABLET’

O little white tablet, how I hate you,
I was only 21 years old, when introduced to you.
You looked so innocent, so white, so pure.
I was told you were the answer to everything,
(The cure)
No-one told me, when they introduced me to 
the rest of your family, the yellow and the blue.
The blue being five times stronger than you.
No-one told me of the dangers you held within.
Of all the pain I would have to go through, all the suffering.
No-one told me. YOU would rob me, of eighteen 
years of my life.
That I would be unable to function properly,
as a Mother and Wife.
No-one told me, I would get addicted to you.
Of all the pain and suffering, I would
have to go through.
To get you out of my system, alone took two years. 
Two more years of heartbreak, many, many tears.
Then to find out, I had Agoraphobia.
Several more years, destroyed by fear.
Which a lot of people, say is caused by you.
Not being able to go out, far or near.
Hurting all the ones, I loved so dear.
O little white tablet, how I hate you.
But in the end I was the winner Not you.

This poem refers to prescribed drugs
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Peck Avatar
August 21, 2021 at 7:54 AM
Your poem is really informative! It's true - many drs prescribe little whites or blues not knowing our real problems. Good for you for winning!
Fenn Avatar
August 20, 2021 at 4:14 PM
Wow Pat! You sure went through hell! Thank you for having the courage to tell us your story through this moving thought provoking poem.
Chamberlain Avatar
August 20, 2021 at 1:19 AM
I'm sorry you had to go through this! Thank you for sharing your experiences. I've read some more of your poems. I'm now following your work. You're a very gifted writer. :-)
Affection Avatar
August 19, 2021 at 2:45 PM
This is powerful poem of overcoming. Congrats to you.
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August 16, 2015 at 1:08 AM
Pat, Congratulations on having your poem featured on the soup's home page :). **SKAT**
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May 26, 2013 at 9:18 PM
Pat, Congratulations with your Featured Poem of the week. Have yourself a beautiful Memorial Day, this Monday. God bless * Always~ LINDA
Mcconnell Avatar
May 20, 2013 at 9:24 AM
really good write, tells so well the dangers of such things, superbly done, have blessed day, Gordon
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