This Lama's Not For Riding By David Stansfield

I felt it slip through my fingers
It seared my skin yet I felt no pain
And, as it fell to the floor
I heard it groan like a wounded animal
When I looked down
I could not see it
Hear it
Taste it
Smell it
Love it or hate it
Yet I felt its breath on my neck
As it struggled
To cling on to this lost soul

I used to believe
I used to believe in good and bad
I used to believe in greater things
I used to believe in lesser things
But now
I've lost belief in belief itself

I saw burning on top of the world
I saw looting on the roof of the world
I saw clouds make shapes
Like angry hands
And I listen to the names on the list
As the roll call sighs
When it breathes the names of the dead
There are others
There will be more
If death is a number
Then belief is a curse
Or worse
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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Agustin Avatar
December 15, 2025 at 3:42 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
A  Avatar
January 31, 2016 at 7:16 PM
Hi DAVID,,, A great pleasure to find and read your poem today. Love -- SKAT --
Jordan Avatar
July 31, 2008 at 10:08 PM
Very interesting poem - Sometimes its hard to believe - sometimes its harder not to - I enjoyed your poem
Winter Avatar
July 31, 2008 at 12:41 PM
Wow. I read this three times, and it is very intense and very introspective. I get the feeling of someone so sad and extremely disappointed with certain things in life. Perhaps a bit tired, a bit lost, amid the craziness of it all. I don't know truly, how to interpret this, but it is very effective writing. Love, Shar
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