This Feeling Inside

This feeling inside it's just so unfamiliar it's sadness but it seems there's a twist. I portray happiness, giddiness, I may even be optimistic. My face reads: happy girl, with no problems. which is true. But this girl... She has a feeling inside it's sadness. So unfamiliar because she spreads happiness never sadness. She laughs with you Consoles you tells you everything will be alright. But honestly, she is crying inside. Oh, this feeling inside. This feeling inside takes over at night with tear stained pillows that will dry in due time. Never letting you know the feeling she feels inside. No one knows, and no one will know what it is she feels inside. Only one who'll know are the walls and her pillows only because they see her cry. Her wishes are only wishes wishes that can't be granted wishes for someone anyone who will hear her cry. But she knows none will come. so she wallows in her feelings until they are gone.