Things I Want To Say

THINGS I WANT TO SAY

More than a thousand thoughts in my head
How do I pour it without anyone's help
Given a while day can make bring it to an end
I lay still but with a ravaging heart beats 
All lost in thoughts of what I want to do

There are tears I want to shed
There are stories I want to tell
There are truths I his and won't make me rest
Many lies I told but now I need a help 
To many needs I once acted deaf
There are things I need to tell
So that I can stop living in hell

My anger made me defiant 
My conscience I locked permanently
Many words I spoke arrogantly
My revenge have been brutally 
Many decisions I made angrily
Many thing I need to tell
As my reason for not here happily 

My heart carries pain of a wasp sting
Stood all night and the eyes won't blink 
The tears and agony old memory bring 
This is beyond what you can think 
Fruitless drag from this string 
Believe me it is more than what you think 

There are things I want to say 
Maybe I can cease to soak where I lay
My voice quakes  even when I pray 
I'm lost in what to or not say
Not the way I wish to live all days
I simply want a better way
But there are things I need to say
If I must find my way

CONCEPTUAL    FM ???
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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