Things I Want To Say

THINGS I WANT TO SAY More than a thousand thoughts in my head How do I pour it without anyone's help Given a while day can make bring it to an end I lay still but with a ravaging heart beats All lost in thoughts of what I want to do There are tears I want to shed There are stories I want to tell There are truths I his and won't make me rest Many lies I told but now I need a help To many needs I once acted deaf There are things I need to tell So that I can stop living in hell My anger made me defiant My conscience I locked permanently Many words I spoke arrogantly My revenge have been brutally Many decisions I made angrily Many thing I need to tell As my reason for not here happily My heart carries pain of a wasp sting Stood all night and the eyes won't blink The tears and agony old memory bring This is beyond what you can think Fruitless drag from this string Believe me it is more than what you think There are things I want to say Maybe I can cease to soak where I lay My voice quakes even when I pray I'm lost in what to or not say Not the way I wish to live all days I simply want a better way But there are things I need to say If I must find my way CONCEPTUAL FM ???