Things I Forget To Ask

What does it feel like to wake up into your skin? Your day? What do you feel first most days? Is it in any way influenced by gratitude, or totally given over to worry, anxious or, worse, anticipating shortness of healthy mind time and insufficiency of safe body space? Is this life the one you had in mind as a child? When did this that you do to fill your days and years become your dream? Or is it your nightmare? Or something in between? If so, which parts are closest to your dream and what were you doing with whom and why as this became your thick sweet cream? Were these relationships good dream mentors inside this morning's wealthy you emerging from outside last night's healthiest view? How did you get to this day, this place, this non-vacation vocation? When did your boring lonely nightmare start? if it has and is this something more than fear of your own shadow dream's cherished disembodied loss? Too late this chance to live with unmitigated love. What is that one thing that sets you apart, that is your unique character imprint? How is your identity unique from all others amusing now, or still speaking from the past, or listening for future's healthiest wealth? EarthMuse communionations. And, if your uniqueness is no one thing, but a constellation of empowering attributes, enlightening characteristics, amusing co-empathic dreams, fusing fears, music's rhythmic wisdom, silent resting aspirations, cooperative relationships, co-invested memories, nonverbal nonviolent communications, peace warrior miscommunications, severed unsage discommunions, then how is any one of those unique to you? If none is, after due consideration, then how are you not part of Me and all that is related to negative and positive We traumatized and therapeutic you? Like Us, Me/We co-related with Others apart from Othering less directly felt within you as you are and have been on back to emergent peaks and valleys of flowing open memory, capacity to win/win reimagine Our resonantly resilient EarthMother recreative neurosystems unconditionally regarding self as part of Other in continuous EarthMother's ecofeminist circles and patriarchal lines Spiraling regenerating cycles of uniting/universal seasons and lunar light empowering just in time spacious reasons. What do you imagine was that first star memory? Do you think it was of longing or belonging, or somehow both? anticipated contentment waiting within anxious contention inside complex harmonic resolution waving toward our near co-passioned future outside violating revolutions Daily win/lose evolutions co-arising in noncontentious nonverbally contenting personal waking up win/win potential peak elation v bad weak experiences in deep retiring depression ReStorying contentment health informing positive ionic flow, nonlanguaged syntax of sequentially reasonal glow, to know and love nature's wise resolving resolutions resonance within minds, as resiliently embodied without Do you sometimes feel unitarian panentheistic roots below, more deeply and sacredly than monotheistic universal crowns above? Evolution and Revolution each grow, respectively, Yintegral mind and Yang body song and dance resolutions, slow and fast-paced placed momentum optimizing balanced incoming polymorphic form, polyculturing grace function, polyphonic bipartisan win/win solutions. Can you still recognize dusky memory-folded contentment? confluently reflowing day dreaming joyous peaks and full-moon river valleying wonder preflowing polyvagal co-ecstatic awe. Could this evening's prime health-culturing balance, optimize indigenous re-ligion's meaning by minimizing tomorrow's monoculturally rapacious Anthro-privileged gleanings? Severance from bold body engaging wonder, immortal terror climaxing revolutionary mind-spirit shock trusting cosmic panentheistic awe, unconditionally sacred bipartisan warm regard. What does it feel like to reawake into your bicameral heart? This newly unbenighted ecopolitical day? What do you feel liberating unitarian first passions and also conserving least risk to night-time universal pleasure? Are this day's relationships in any way influenced by anticipating or not evening's cool outside yet warm inside gratitude embrace? At least not totally given over to worry, anxiety about our secularized insufficient shortness of what had eternally promised to heal formerly sacred impassioned singing and pleasure dancing dawn light greetings, mindful meetings... What does it feel like to wake up into your repurposed skin? Your unretiring day? What do you feel first most healthy body and wealthy mind ways?