There isn't time for all this thinking

I'm full to the top do you let off steam then? shed unnecessary weight to remain afloat or in the air just that little bit longer? perhaps I'm overcharged with a need to be earthed? static is safe I'm sure it jUst MakEs yoU twiTchy I'm sat in my coat frowning at my phone wondering about the magic of a cup of tea thinking about that 'out of place' long line... because order and rules I'm not sure they quiet the mind being 'perfectly fine' doesn't settle me what a swizz! I'd have to unpick the whole thing to live without (w)holes I just need to pick up patch over instead of finding threads aaaaand pulling on them ahh there's the newspaper lady in my inbox asking when I'd like my poems published I can choose apparently month by month or in the edition with the supplement again I wonder if that's the same for everyone? 'entering into dialogue' there's something in that makes you feel a little bit more worth while maybe that can diffuse me for today that and a cup of tea