The Voices In My Head

They are always there, shouting, screaming telling me to hurt you telling me I cant trust you because you are the one who put me through all this pain all this hate all these issues my mind is telling me some horrible things like kill, hurt, repay. its seeking revenge but my heart is ready to mend all these broken pieces inside that I'm trying to hide so people don't think I'm weak wont push me around wont see defeat in my eyes in my soul I'm ready to let go but your lurking in the shadows always there in my dreams I cant sleep I cant eat I'm ready to accept defeat but god has different plans plans for me to prosper there are other people out there and things that they can offer a new home a new life time for things to go right but every time there's something holding me back I cant see to stay on track forgive but not forget all this its making me sick so I sit back and listen to the voices in my head and they all say you'd better of dead