The Unnoticed Life

When you hit the stage in your life, where you feel like your major disappointed in each step you take, walk with a smile but others don’t see it’s just fake. Each pattern fit a little differently, time passes distantly, a creation of our own life we have to create, try to pick new paths so bad times don’t rotate, shattered dreams of what once held place, now vision blurred as if dreams didn’t stand a real case. Disappointed only at myself for mistakes made, circle spinning but emptiness still holding the trade, infatuated by guilty thoughts, the bad holds me captured in tied to unwinding knots, the guilt that captures me in my own self conscious, I pretend to be coherent to all around, this hollowness is true to what I have found, the trick life plays at every occasion, wish I could figure out this life’s equation, disappointment in which direction I’m headed bad dreams of all I’ve imbedded, wishful thinking I keep to myself, hopeful of all the unfelt, But sadly this is the life an the cards I’ve been dealt, the depression hits real daily, in my own mind going crazy, this life tangles me up who is to save me? Is disappointed all I really am I ask myself over an over like I’m on repeat, life seems so broken with each step right in front of my feet.