The Struggle

Finding peace was difficult after you left me I was torn between giving up and giving in Loosing it all together and saying goodbye to the heartache Flitted on and off, in and out I searched for comfort and there was none anywhere No one wanted to add on to their worries The void had already been created The struggles were real With all lifes challenges being thrown at me The passing of a pearl, so pure and smooth Your voice, your love and care came to a stop Deaths hands knew no boundaries It took away the comfort once used to I could not find anywhere to turn A release from bondage, a hole I dug for myself aspects of my life that didn't work out some which I got out of Even that release meant I had to keep afloat or drown The emptiness of love lost That has been beyond my reach And in it all, I felt lost and alone There was help out there, I knew I could find peace once again, I heard There was hope to live again, I sensed I needed to dig deep to spring up, I touched Blessing could be counted, I tasted each day brought some joy, I smelled nature springing up anew, I saw Gods wonder around me each day, I hear the wind calling me and I know I will be okay.