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The Strange Mix of Fact and Fiction

I recall the dying moments of a burning quest The search for truth among the broken rubble, Had I for faith escaped the reality I’d confessed Chosen to live in a fancy blown-glass bubble? In childhood I’d thought to question the surreal Astounded by the strange mix of fact and fiction Was Santa another name for Jesus, should I feel, How does one deny the oft-taught conviction Of family and strait-laced Sunday school teachers Ill-equipped with a maturity to reason through, Reinforced by so-called God-infused preachers Always reinforcing the proper moral thing to do. In youth, judgment impaired by indoctrination, Struggling through real experiential anomalies, I probed the mind’s most oblivious contradiction Faith and truth seemed not to coincide in ease. The adult years insisted on what seemed true Apart from the blinding faith of raw acceptance, Avoiding going every which way the wind blew I came to reconcile within my own assurance.
Written June 26, 2022

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Date: 7/3/2022 2:16:00 AM
As a child I always thought that Santa was Jesus' helper so I loved this part "Was Santa another name for Jesus, "
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L Milton Hankins
Date: 7/3/2022 8:37:00 AM
Hmmm...I never thought that, but I did believe that he delivered the presents for a long, long time. My mama said, "When you stop believing in Santa Claus, something goes out of Christmas." She was right, as usual.
Date: 6/26/2022 7:56:00 PM
This is a living example of how mastery of language and knowledge of life can produce magnificent texts. I loved.
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L Milton Hankins
Date: 6/26/2022 9:36:00 PM
Thank you so much, Marco. I'm pleased that you enjoyed the read. Hope you are enjoying your fall of the year, or, is it already winter???
Date: 6/26/2022 5:35:00 PM
Wow! I wish I had penned this, Milt.
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L Milton Hankins
Date: 6/26/2022 7:46:00 PM
Wow! What a compliment, Shirley! Thank you so much.

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