The Silence of a Pondering Love

The agony was not real The tears only made it seem to be The darkness was light The time was here I took a step I turned around I silences within all that it was It was deep It was real The laughs The smiles The lasting of a second that dwindled over there somewhere I closed my eyes I dreamt of him It made it real The goodbye had to come The message was clear I stood there for a moment I was in a daze I pondered every last word I remember barely breathing I remember his kind words I said the words I felt the gestures I looked I yearned Where did it go? The time since seems endless Where did I go wrong? The answer can never be right The light was seen The miracle existed I pondered and then I looked at the date It was one year ago The dream I had was just today when I did not know the date The deep meaning of truth was there I said the words I saw the gestures I looked and I saw I looked but I refused The trival was now put to an end The resolute was clear The breeze blew away some of the pain The hurt runs deep The mirace exists The light was seen If I threw a peeble would you hear it? The deepness was real My love is still here.