The Picture

She drew a picture of a zipper going down

my mom and I stared at the picture on the refrigerator 
with a frown. 

We analyzed the picture as if we were psychologists 
and tried to unearth the real meaning 

What could a zipper going down symbolize
I glanced back and forward at her and it

A dark thought crept into our heads
What if she was being touched
and this was her way of crying out for help 

I stared into her eyes with new found fear
could my brother be touching this child?
Every since I could remember I had been 
calling her my niece but in reality
we weren't connected by blood

My brother had taken her dead beat dads place
and entered himself as her daddy in this race 
it was the honorable thing to do 
and because he was being so damn charitable 
we never let that dark thought come 
about again. 

It was a couple of years later when 
the picture finally came to life
and the girl finally ended her silence
I've never been so embarrassed 
our first inclination was right
and now she is forever ruined 
by a supposed father figure and 
my older brother. 

Now he is locked away.
Him and his sins behind bars.
I will never forgive what he has done.
My only regret is that I didn't realize 
this sooner. That day. That fear I felt.
The picture.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Tugaff Avatar
April 28, 2009 at 1:32 PM
Shahana, very sad poem. I have a poem that was featured 3 weeks ago entitled ABUSE. Almost he same case. Thank you for sharing. Ernilando
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April 27, 2009 at 9:02 PM
Don't beat yourself up for not taking action when you first had suspicions, Shahana. You loved your brother and didn't want to think the worst of him. I'm sorry for the child and also for the rest of the family as this type of crime touches everyone. I'm glad you wrote about your experience. It might help prevent another child from going through this. Love, Carolyn
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