The Other Girl

She couldn't have stomached half of what I had to Her tears couldn't fill up an ocean Has his love ever even made her feel this broken? She doesn't know half this heart ache This ache causes me not to feel alive I bet that girl doesn't know what it's like to feel dead inside He tells me he doesn't love her but I know he does Sometimes I wish I could have us back to what it was I'll love him more than she ever will It's amazing it has been 3 years and I still get that same thrill She's the lucky one She's the one She gives him a feeling I cannot It gives me a stomach knot I am distraught He sees a beauty in her that he doesn't see in me Sometimes it's her I wish I could be It gives me an anxious feeling my heart skips beats my heart drops my heart stops She doesn't know the abuse he's done to my mind It is him in every guy I try to find First love is the sweetest First cut is the deepest The song didn't lie It's time to stop asking myself why It's time for it to burn, it's time for it to die