The One I Lost

where has your smile gone? where is the twinkle- that used to be i your eye? where is the laugh that comforted me? where are the words that used to tell me that you weregoing to be- there till the end? where is the touch that calmed me? where is the body that used to hold me tight? when it got late at night? and my demons would come telling and reminding me of what i was and what happened but baby, you've got to believe me when i say i miss you and i'm sorry that i didn't mean what i said or that i never really wanted to be without you cuz your my savior if not only for the fact that i love you- but, that you beat the demons back and loved me like no other for this, i sit here waiting for you if only you would- hear my cries as the days go by of my despair and loneliness of whatit's like to be without you and without my sunshine...