The Incoherence of Telling Your Brain To Figure Stuff Out

"I wanna know what love is I want you to show me I wanna feel what love is I know you can show me" Foreigner There's a disjoint between giving and receiving love There shouldn't be Hypothetically speaking someone shouldn't feel unloved at the times love is supposedly evident Love languages might make sense of it Perhaps I could make sense of it If I said quite clearly that I do not feel loved hypothetically speaking What am I hypothetically talking about or doing in this hypothetical situation Not feeling warmed by the sun Not feeling seen or a presence at all Hypothetically it's the pits Hypothetically I might see others being nice to each other and feel sad I'm like a little tug boat attached to a ship that's forgotten about I should read up about whether that's even a thing I see what love is - I'd love to be as loved as the dog (I shouldn't aim that high) After a lot of stuff happening I'm moving towards authencity That's tricky if no one wants to hear you speak Is anything helpful to say? I don't know but I think it's a real shame that I'm singing Foreigner songs to deaf ears Hypothetically of course I was actually wandering around singing Lazy Bones by Paul Robeson in an apparent no care in the world way No one noticed (I'm the lazy one, this isn't a dig. It's a good song, I recommend it) Maybe I'll change my tune