The Girl of My Dreams

She wasn’t what I envisioned for myself at all

A constant reminder of my failure

She always looks right into my eyes and tells me that I wasn’t enough
The Doctors gave me a pill to make her go away 
But she still visits me while I sleep
I can hear her tip-toe around my bed
Her skin is white as snow and her hair looks like a spiders web
Her hands freeze me as she claws at my side
I cant breath
She’s pulling me into her watery grave where I left her
I’m drowning
I’m so sorry! Come here let me fix your hair
Come here let me wipe your tears
I’m so sorry
I should have never been a paramedic
The truth is I can’t save anyone from drowning
Not even myself
You can live here now 
Safe inside my head 
Come lay beside me
You can sleep in my bed
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Khalid Avatar
April 2, 2017 at 1:47 AM
Life isn't a bed of roses, I like this very much. Keep it up
Cries Avatar
March 31, 2017 at 4:52 PM
Nice ink
White Avatar
March 31, 2017 at 12:18 AM
I can relate, life isn't simple at all, it can be incredibly complicated, in- and outside ones head. You've written a beautiful first poem here on PoetrySoup. Welcome :)
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