The Feeling

I feel like crying Try and try and try again to stop the oncoming water my eyes fill and the storm begins. thunder roaring deep in my mind. I am depressed What is this feeling? My days are spent wanting my inside tears to dry so that no more come poring out Truth is no one really knows this. No one cares enough to note this. I am depressed But what is this feeling? I sit and watch people come and go come and go I sit here and watch the ones i call friends initiate what they call relations Watch them then get thrown away like their mac and maybeline as they are no use Little do they know what i would give to even get one look as they did. I sit here with an upside arch on my face but an downside one in my own inner mirror. I look and look but no one looks back I am depressed what is this feeling? Am i invisible? Am i none existing? I am depressed. What is this feeling? But i never slit my wrist to erase the pain All i want is to be notices All i want is to have a stare All i want is to smile inside and out please do not look at me and think that i am insane I am depressed What is this feeling? what is this that i am feeling? Why must i suffer from what people call depression. That is what it is Depression.