The End of My Desire

When things between us was new You'd insist on saying "I love you" I told you no, I'll say it when it's true But you couldn't wait; you wanted it soon You took my innocence when you first made me bleed Watching and laughing as you planted your seed Now all covered in your sin and not wanting to in let you back in My heart caves in leaving my body to your whim You took what cannot ever be replaced In my nightmares I can still your face As you make me undress and place your hand on my breast I can feel the worst has still to come yet The baby inside grows stronger with life Making me weak and wishing to die As my belly gradually grows great My entire soul fills with uncontrolled hate As he comes again filling me with sorrow and shame My world is filled with darkness and pain Weaker and smaller my life starts to slow Ending my desire of ever finding hope