The End of My Desire

When things between us was new

You'd insist on saying "I love you"

I told you no, I'll say it when it's true

But you couldn't wait; you wanted it soon


You took my innocence when you first made me bleed

Watching and laughing as you planted your seed

Now all covered in your sin and not wanting to in let you back in

My heart caves in leaving my body to your whim


You took what cannot ever be replaced

In my nightmares I can still your face

As you make me undress and place your hand on my breast

I can feel the worst has still to come yet


The baby inside grows stronger with life

Making me weak and wishing to die

As my belly gradually grows great

My entire soul fills with uncontrolled hate


As he comes again filling me with sorrow and shame

My world is filled with darkness and pain

Weaker and smaller my life starts to slow

Ending my desire of ever finding hope
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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