The Day I Died

The day I died, you looked happier then the day I was alive. I wonder how you felt... The day I died, I left my suicide note on your door. I knew you wouldn't even read it. Honestly it kills me to see you happy with that girl beneath the sheets. I wish I wasn't dead I wish I could take it back I wanted to make love to the poet you were The day I died. Did you happen to see the signs I was unwell? I see you live your life in pain as well I know how it feels I knew how it felt The day I died You found my body bare between those sheets with a rose properly meant for some other girl you claimed to love. I wish you luck I wish you no pain I wish you well I reread that poem you left for me I seen that inbetween you screamed Your blood was splattered upon this page The day I died The time you wished upon my skin as if it was magic The moment I couldn't breathe my mind suffered thinking about you The day I died I saw you look at the crinkle under my eye You knew it wasn't from age You knew it was from crying over you The day I died I heard you whisper I heard you admit I heard you through the wind You whispered the things I knew were true The day I died I hated myself I hated love I never felt love I felt pain The day I died A kiss of death A smile traded for us A laugh from the devil A grin from god A snarl from the angel The day I died