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*Update November 14th, the pet scan is normal.  Only a benign tumor that may need to be removed.  Filled with gratitude!

I fought before, escaped to live Left cancer behind years ago But, some things you just don’t know Even with all there is to give Yet, life is in question again today As they think it may have returned now More procedures to endure somehow The fight resumes, to find my way I question what is meant to be? Try to hold onto the moment, with a smile It has been survival for quite a while So, I capture all the beauty I can see Life deals us cards we must receive Gratitude is really the only way To appreciate each given day And move forward with what I believe Today, rain washes away my fear I am comfortable and warm inside There really is no reason to hide I just take a hold of the wheel and steer Moment to moment, I continue to shine As if the sun rays still reach me, calling Skies are gray, the rain keeps falling But, the choice to feel peace is mine Heidi Sands 10/23/18

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Date: 11/14/2018 2:38:00 PM
Update today - Pet scan is normal. Cancer hasn't returned. Only a benign tumor that may need to be removed. Filled with gratitude.! :)
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Date: 10/25/2018 4:16:00 PM
Hi Heidi, I am so sorry to hear this. Your fighting and survival spirit shines very bright in this poem. My prayers are with you that you win this battle again- Alexis
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Heidi Sands
Date: 10/25/2018 4:22:00 PM
Hi Alexis. Thank you very much. I have a growing tumor that needs taken out either way, but this is the first time, they are more concerned it is the cancer. I appreciate your kindness and support, always :)
Date: 10/24/2018 4:40:00 PM
Hi Heidi, I am sorry to hear of your situation. My prayers are with you. You have one your battle before and you can win again. Your Faith shall give you strength to face the new battle. Your friends are with you. God bless. Have a wonderful Thursday. Hugs....Mike. XX
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Heidi Sands
Date: 10/24/2018 4:51:00 PM
Thank you for your kind comment and prayers, Mike. I appreciate all your support :) Bless you.
Date: 10/24/2018 11:43:00 AM
Oh, Heidi, I am so sorry to learn what you are going through. Wish I could offer more than my prayers. Stay strong and keep us posted, okay? Sending positive thoughts and prayers your way. God bless you, Carolyn
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Heidi Sands
Date: 10/24/2018 12:22:00 PM
Thank you Carolyn. I appreciate your kind comment. Will do :)
Date: 10/23/2018 7:54:00 PM
You have chosen well, Heidi. So sorry to hear this. You WILL get through this. Prayers.
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Heidi Sands
Date: 10/23/2018 8:09:00 PM
Thank you so much WW. I appreciate your comment :)
Date: 10/23/2018 7:48:00 PM
Hugs my dear friend...my prayers are with you
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Heidi Sands
Date: 10/23/2018 8:08:00 PM
Thank you Tim. I appreciate your support and love reading your poetry :)
Date: 10/23/2018 5:59:00 PM
Shine on, girl...you've got the right attitude and they say it's half of the battle. You've penned an excellent rhyme that shines with your light and we love it. Blessings to you and yours.
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Heidi Sands
Date: 10/23/2018 6:06:00 PM
Thank you so much M.L. Your comment brings a smile :) Have a nice evening!
Date: 10/23/2018 3:56:00 PM
Cancer is something that touches so many lives either directly or indirectly. Your attitude to it and life is inspirational Heidi and we must all keep on fighting and not let it win:-) hugs Jan xx
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Heidi Sands
Date: 10/23/2018 4:29:00 PM
Thank you Jan. Yes, that's right, we must keep fighting and not let it win :)
Date: 10/23/2018 3:55:00 PM
Positive attitude is always a bright start..but not so easy to push away the fears that dominate. You fought and beat it before, you will do it again with such major advancements in medicine. Shine on Heidi..this rainy day will pass. My best to you..always.
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Heidi Sands
Date: 10/23/2018 4:29:00 PM
Thank you for your understanding and all your support Vijay! I appreciate your comment :)
Date: 10/23/2018 3:40:00 PM
Cancer is a fearful beast Heidi, but with faith it can be fought head on. Your lovely poem expresses what a great attitude can do to keep the faith. Blessings, Connie
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Heidi Sands
Date: 10/23/2018 3:44:00 PM
Thank you so much Connie. I appreciate your comment and support :)

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