The Chance To Let Go Pains Part 2

You’re such a great person but I accuse you of everything when you do your best to please me You’re the perfect person and in return I give you a million reasons to leave me But you don’t, you stay right by my side through all the good times and bad Even when I’m sad you give me the perfect reason to be glad I had the chance to let go pains but I couldn’t let you in I couldn’t give you my heart, I just couldn’t let you win I couldn’t love someone who loves me I had to endure pain I didn’t want anyone to be there to hold me tight like you did in the rain I couldn’t kiss you passionately because I had no feelings for someone as perfect as you I couldn’t let my heart be at ease because I’d probably hurt a person as perfect as you I did hurt you by pushing you so very far away and today I wish you could hear my cry every-time I said your name Now your gone and how I wish you would come back and forgive me I’ve matured over the years, got hurt again and I’m tired of the same scene I want to relive those helpless nights you held me in your arms and said “IT’S OK!” I want you to hold me tight in the sun shine and on my cloudy days Please! Come back to me love I’m begging you to listen Loud and clear the “chance to let go pains” was there but I was death and the only thing I heard was a whisper