The Beautiful Horror of Living Life

Mom how i love you and I am so sorry that life was so hard -- part by you another by people: i saw the horror when i tried to help you but the two men were grown and I was just a boy & they raped you -- it broke my heart. (them: too strong) I never turned away but felt i should look at the world to discover love. And how you sceamed for me to run away and hide -- OH never mother i'D RATHER DIE. I had a vision of a Life I'm living and how so many people turned away from this film of pain. I grew up upon a dragonfly and we flew away ------------------- The water was blue the whales singing blues and i climbed out of my head and went toward the coffee beans. I told the people: i have nothing to say but something spoke / i went into a dream \ and now we talk about history. God only Knows What I'd Do without you -- then you died. June 2021. I miss you. :: 09.15.2021 ::