The Affair

I want to shut him
Out of my heart
But when he's around
My heart skips a beat
My breath catches 
In my throat 
When I hear his voice
And for a moment 
The world fades around us.
We're not good for 
Each other,  I know 
I told him so a long time ago
But I can't seem to push him away
Though I know
He's not here to stay.
He calls, he texts, 
I answer my phone
Though I wish he could
Just leave me alone.
Sometimes we end up
Together in bed 
And a small voice whispers
In my head
This isn't right.
I know it isn't 
And I don't care
For now it only matters 
That he is here.
And when we're done 
He goes back to his wife
And I, to my husband. 
I hate this double life.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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