Tears of Mudd

(Tears of Mudd) Another day's gone and so are my friends! Tear it from me. Another good life ends. Where's my home? I'm all alone. I'm hurting. Last week you treated us to dinner, but now you're here in a treatment center... Hanging on, Holding on, in the dead of night. Alone I lie in this puddle of mud. Awaken to my life as its drowning in blood! ...I'm hanging on, holding on, in the dead of night. The weight stacks up and the blade sinks deeper. My heartache screams as the blade cuts deeper. ...Here Alone. Holding on...I'm out of sight. Hope and change, I change my mind! I once did but not this time. ...hanging on, holding on, in the dead of night. Now the chard remains of our ended years. A Dreamland to waste, with our streaming tears! Here I cry, here I die, holding on. Puddles of mud are here it seems. Ash and dirt, from our burned up dreams. Carry on, holding on, in a dingy night. My life will never be the same. It's all gone. It all turned to pain. The best of me broke, and it's beyond repair. My Happyness, my home... dispair. You were my rock when I needed you most. Now I need it now! More than most. Instead for me, no more family, no more love, no good, no hope. Please awaken me! This is not a dream! I'm so scared, in this hellish theme. I say goodbye before I die, My heart... My life... it bleeds. You were my light, my family, and friends... I'm hurting so bad, its how it all ends... Now I brace my eyes, paralyzed, please help me... -Alex D