Tear Me Apart

You'll never understand how I feel, But I wish you did, When I see you, My soul aches, My mind shakes, My heart breaks, Shatters, Bleeds, The blood is clear, And pours out of my eyes, Tears of pure loss and sorrow, They roll down my cheeks, Fall to the hard ground, Dry up and away, And are gone forever, My hands cup my cheeks, To try to stop the tears, But they can only wipe them away, To make room for more to come, Inside of me is a hidden, Deeper depression, That causes a disturbed, And nieve side, So like any nieve person would, I look up at you, Already knowing, no knife in the world, Could ever cut as deep as the daggers in your eyes, I think back to when someone had told me, If something hurts you really bad, No matter how strong the pain, Just stand still, And it will get better, But though I stand, Not moving a muscle, The daggers continue to cut away any happiness I have left, They form from the cold hearted hate you feel tward me, The hurting you love to cause me, Becomes unbearable, So I helpessly fall to the floor, After all of this is done, My world is dark and lonley, All of the happiness, And love that made the already dim light, Is now dead, You'll never understand how I feel, But what I'll never understand, is how I can still be hopelessly in love with you.