Take My Picture

Stuttering shudders
Trapped in my tides of trepidation 
What am I doing here?
What am I doing here?

Take my picture, 
Capture the fear
In quivering chapped lips
Am I really here? 
Why am I here?

Let me find myself 
Before you smash every bit of me
Let my body ease into my purpose

Take my picture
What will you remember? 
These eyes twinkling with doubt
Every moment you are near,
Some teething fear
Screeching, screaming...
That I will never be enough 
That I will never be heard
With your averted eyes and ears
Smiles ingenuine 
It is so easy to be you
When your
Feelings are swept back
And you dust off the pain
To unfortunate me

I will find who I am 
Before you finally see 
Before you dine decidedly
On what you think is me
I must be who I am
And I don't need your help
To get there
While you drown yourself
With all that you are not
 
August 25, 2018
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Inman Avatar
October 6, 2018 at 1:18 PM
A powerful in your face write Laura.
Warrior Avatar
September 12, 2018 at 8:45 PM
Awesome poetry drips from your pen my friend...long time no see, how are you Laura?...love & light...^WW^
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September 5, 2018 at 11:05 PM
A very well written emotional verse Laura, there are many out there that love to see others fall. Tom
Rose  Avatar
September 5, 2018 at 4:19 PM
You have released a sea of emotion here dear Laura. It is detrimental to our good health to discover who we truly are. If we dont', we wind up believing the lies people tell us. It helps that you got a discriminate mind and a talented pen. Thanks for the good sharing Take care.
Jordan Avatar
September 5, 2018 at 3:40 PM
Laura, I loved this. I read it twice. The second time it sent shivers. I felt the pain.
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September 6, 2018 at 2:01 AM
Thanks for stopping by to read this one, Gabrielle. I appreciate your insight. <3 ~Laura
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