Stupid

stupid looking at me like never been kissed like a virgin like a book that I’ve read no intrigue stupid bites hard on the lips dig her teeth-needles perfect pale cheekbones emerge i'm silent and like a mountain immovable stupid she breathes in my ear. do you want to make me no need i'm stalling at the start do you remember i scratched on a wooden desk your name and nearby my name and now i'm getting older i'm not a boy anymore i don’t dream i don’t wish others luck but you do and only that’s why you are stupid