Stronger Than Before

No longer am I so insecure to have hard feelings. No longer am I one to cling onto memories for an excuse. No longer will I be jealous of friends finding others. No longer will I be one to ramble only about my issues. No longer shall I pity this life of mine. No longer shall I think of ideation of suicide. I will feel as if through all these years I’ve grown stronger. I will feel as if I’ve changed but have always been me. I will feel that life can be fatalistic for the sake of maturation. I will feel that life can be a journey for the evolution of the soul. I will feel as though there are those to tell me off for good reason. I will feel as though considering other views is a sign of growth. Never again will I ignore the feelings of my friends. Never again will I think they’ve left me behind, I’m alone for a reason. Never again will I believe I’ve got nothing to say. Never will I believe I’ve got no strength. Never again will I give up my values. Never again will I feel as alone as I claim. I will believe that I can be there for friends to talk to. I will believe that I am someone who can try. I will believe that my bad and good emotions were not right or wrong. I will believe that my feelings were what kept me holding onto them. I will believe that I am stronger than before. I will believe that I can find relief that I seek within me.