Strings

despite what s/he might’ve said when it all began, there really were strings attached--- for to make him/herself believe that one can **** & walk without a second thought, would be to convince oneself that nothing ever happened & even with the best *****on the market pumped into the veins, stuffed up the nose or sucked down the windpipe, it eventually comes back like a brick to the face & the body will remember if the mind & heart refuse.