Strife

Today is the first day of the rest of my life, until now I've survived by strife, I've battled my fair share of demons and suffered their wrath, took a mighty hard fall and couldn't make it back false pride kept me spiralling and spiralling down I wallowed in self pity when I finally hit the ground with the realisation, I was to blame I dug myself a hole to hide in shame guilt kept me dormant in my shallow grave my pathetic existence is not worthy to save.