Strangest Feeling

It's the strangest feeling in the world to want two things at once when it has to do with sexuality everything can come rushing at you at once I realize now that I can have a certain reaction to both sexes. My desires are now multiplied and my averageness than divided I don't know where this feeling sprung up from But I won't deny that I like both the banana and apple My life is anything but simple. All kinds of complications run array smashing through the dam that was supposed to protect my mind from ever straying There is no one to blame and no I'm not ashamed I can bluntly say that I am bi and not be afraid. It's just the strangest feeling. To have crushes on both girls and boys I find myself analyzing fantasizing and maybe I am just greedy but this strange feeling is no where near being creepy it's not beneath me Actually from where I'm standing It's slowly seeping in and I won't deny it's access again.