Still Trapped

Trapped in this house Where memories are scattered Trying to remember when Love was all that mattered Savagely fighting off A love I should hold dear While trying to block out Your accusations in my ear How can I move on if Our past still haunts me? How can I be rid of you? Will I ever be free? When this irrational fear Pushes my only chance away I am left alone To face the end of the day I'm losing control Of the guilt I held inside Being drowned by all the Tears I never cried. I'd ask for one more chance But I'd mess up again I'm destined to be alone Until only God knows when Love has deserted me And all the fault is mine I don't know how to stop Pretending everything is fine